Big Dreams. No means.
Even if there is snow on the ground, even if there closing down our race track… even if the cost of living feels like it has almost doubled in the past two years… even if… my wife can’t work here AND we get tied up in red tape… I love this country, and I love my home here.
But certain things have to change, or we are out of here.
Not that the other option is any better… but sometimes, it feels like just change would be enough.
Japan… here we come? No… not yet.
I guess maybe… I’m waiting for something to just fall into my lap. Something to say… this is it. Something not so mundane and normal. Of course… I’m not typically a lucky guy… I tend to just force things to happen… for better or worse. So maybe we’ll just be here, until things totally bust. Then we’ll run away.
There’s more than rubber and metal here.
And I realize… I haven’t been the hardest working guy. I’ve been too relaxed about something, and too quick to give up on others… and maybe all too devoted to the things that I love and am passionate about. Unbalanced.
まだ夢がたくさんありますけど。。。
One more year… and I’ve decided the ultimate sign of age, is one’s willingness to just be a monkey. I’m more and more willing to just call certain things impossible, and starting to wish I’d really just put it all out there and found out whether or not they really were.