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Shall we make this a daily affair?

Probably not.

Unknown fact: I started my first AE86 website in 1999. Up until like 6 months ago, Moto still had that site listed in his links page on club4ag. Well… maybe you knew that much. But you didn’t know, that I had a personal webpage long before that. A sort of journal. A diary of my thoughts. I’ve always been an introverted guy… and leaving my friends and family behind in Calgary, when I moved to Lethbridge resulted in the creation of an online journal. I won’t tell you the name… because it’s still around in various forms.

Maybe this is becoming a little to personal for you?

Driving has been my escape from real life, but real life is catching up to me. You can figure out what that means. Bad things happen. Good things happen. The world changes even though you wish it never would. I’ve been sorry to be left behind, and I’m sorry to leave others behind.

Do you even think about what you are? How do we know things? We know truth has value in day to day living… but what purpose does it serve when we talk about things that are transcendent to us?

Maybe there is hope for the nihilist after all.

I’ve experienced a collision of worlds, like never before. How can something so entrenched in me, be so distant? It’s terrifying, but at the same time… it’s amazing. Part of me has been dead for a long time… The part that stayed up all night writing for an unknown audience… it’s been re-awakened. 危ないよ。

I won’t make you listen though. You probably just want to here about the upcoming turbo install, my new A3A’s, and Rob’s tires sparking and popping. I love driving again… and… I’m actually scared about giving it up.